Thank you GS Singh for bringing this insights, for sharing that inner voice and memories of the past and even those doubts about the future.
In my personal opinion, I believe that the root of the problem begins in our predatory capitalist system, which stimulates consumerism, competition and resource extraction regardless of causes and consequences, both immediate and long term.
Yes, having coffee, eating a steak, or a salad, they all mean extracting sources from chains of supply that can be affected to different levels. But my point here is not to tell you to drink less coffee, but to appreciate it, to be thoughtful of how it got to your very hands and to envision that there's a chance to loose that ritual or beverage if we don't strive all together for change.
Southern winds from Patagonia,
Ricky